A day in town...

It was a make up celebration for Lala....buying her present...with Sotong, ting...we finalli formed our 3 musketeer or 4....

And after a long time not seeing each others....we had so much to chat about....N i am not sure if i am the one who is requesting for a movie or was it them that ended up catching this movie called "STRANGER"...definitely is the birthday girl wish that we wasted $9.50..

and i m telling you that this is the worse movie i had ever seen....a low budget one probably where there are just 5 characters..the whole movie is all about screaming and clueless....

A waste of time....and please don be tricked that Liv Tyler and scott freeman is acting...it doesnt make any sense why they are filming it...

The only comforting thing is this pop corn i bought....fantastic pop corn that i believe other than cathay, you cant find such nice pop corns at any GV outlet....

Oh today while i was waiting outside the toilet at wisma for them...i snap shot this starbuck outlet...i had coffee here with a friend and unknowingly why...i had some nice memories flashing in my mind for a while...hee

Oh and guess who i saw at borders while shopping for Lala's gift...Ying Ying...the kit chan look alike ex colleague of mine during my sing powers time..and unsure if she still recognise me...but ermm i know we both caught a glimpse of each other..but maybe shy after all these years...we didnt say hi....anyway after all these years doubt have much to chat about...

And at taka i ran into Cheryl Gan..my poly classmates...ermm unknowingly i was kind of surprise when she came over to say hi...guess after all these years i hasnt changed much...but she...ermm....a little too CHINA...heard from vin later that she was in china for a while..no wonder....

haha....it surely is a day full of surprise and not sure who i will meet tomo...but please be someone nice!!!!

Ending with some shots of some nice gifts,...problem is i received none...so i better place some pics here just in case i need some memories...haha

Preparing for Reservist

Started packing my stuff in preparation for my 2 weeks lock up in Khatib camp...


Dust flying all over the place as i start picking out them from the hidden spots...cant imagine how badly they smell...anyway tomo meeting alex to get the badges sew on...since its going to be 2 weeks....better make it an enjoyable one...don really like that botak rsm following me all around...



Thats my name sew on my uniformed...




All the chapalang things...bringing extra just in case not enough....cant possibly go share with others rite???



I really don dare to go deep into the box....its giving me the creeps to see what other nice habitat it has since i last kept it a yr ago...




Thanks Alvin for lending me his blue tooth phone...not planning to smuggle any camera phone in..definitely going to get spot check...



I am a very music person..and mp3 invention has made me a slave for it...or rather a slave of music....

On every journey i went...i would like to pack in some nice songs to keep me accompanied through...as such...it brings me memories of what i have done, see and experience whenever i hear the music...

But since my pc reformatted....my mp3 hasnt has much new updates...

Most of the nice songs i hear from jing was from her pc...

Thanks for all above friends like GENE, FG, LAINEY and JING, for helping me pack my luggage...as in my mp3 songs...pcked them into my mp3....

making it 70% full.....

going to end here abruptly...cos im going out now for my appointment

A note to all my friends and esp JING........stay cheerful k! Be more active and laugh often!!!!

An ordeal after yesterday

It seems like yesterday was a terrible day for me...

Being persismistic recently...cant help but finding myself useless...

And guess what...there is always an end to the bottomless pit...that you are going to fall into and thereafter learn to climb back to where you belong...

Mum came back and saw me in a daze..."Just remember you are still having everything you possess, not as if you lost something and desperately looking for it."

Thinking through....isnt it quite true....and these few days what i am doing is basically chasing for things that might not even belong to me at all....Trying to force everything into place and being too serious on things that i should not even have to bother...

Learning to let go...

Well yesterday was fruitful after all....

Okay lets skip now and i show you some nice views i had caught on my hp cam...






Its a very nice small meeting room...with the view of singapore river....

Isnt it the most perfect place to work in? Further to this i interviewed Lu

how she find her nice working place...

"Well its nice but the sun is glaring most of the time and i will normalli pull the binds down...didnt have much time to enjoy these free views..."

Thinking it for a while..isnt it true? 3 mins hotness over everything that we have...In the above quote, at 1st glance...you be thanking god so much that you are granted with a nice job..a nice view...but maybe 2 weeks down the road..nothing is so special about it and it became something normal....Thats happening all the time isnt it? We are just never satisfied....

Wat a boring day

Can you imagine i picked up my phone and i can find no one to tok to?
I cant even find anyone to chat...

N itsss sooooo boring...

I just killed another chance from MS...due to my reservist...do u think they will like wait for me? sigh...

Its okay..im just trying to comfort myself that its not a very "liao bu qi" company since they are axing lots of bankers now...and considering the sub prime issue ending so long, they are still affected...

GEa wasnt another nice choice...walked 30 mins ard raffles place...sweating like a cow...and finalli went in for 5 mins and rejecting the offer in another 10 mins...

What a day....

Frankly if you ask me now...i aint looking for any jobs...not any 3k jobs etc...i m looking for things to learn and progress....

2 more days to say BYE!!! No one misses me....=*(

Yeah, no doubt...im prepared to leave...

Leave for the better..and to attain peace and calmness...

Lately i had been too tense up...grouchy and agitated at the slightest things....

Since now i have this chance, shouldnt i just grab???

Everyone is now asking me...where are you leaving? When are you leaving....

My answer to them is sooon....very soon..and before you knew it, boom...Im actualli gone...
N if u are a reader of my blog....u will know....my confirmation...gone in 2 more days!!!!

Where? Isnt it a norm when people leave a post, they dont mention it till they are fully off relationship with the place???

But...you know i cant keep secret..so might as well leak some news out here....

Gone......

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Khatib Camp....

Reservist for 2 weeks!!! Yuppie.....and i tot my farewell would at least gotten some saddness and ermm cherishing from friends and colleagues...but seems like i am all wrong again...


"SOB" ~ i aint popular after all.....

Actually was still thinking of chatting with my dearest friends and colleagues in office but this is what happens....
Attendance of my GTALK COMRADES



3 MCs (??? having funs), 1 work from home...2 others disappear along the way.....

Haiz..another lonely day..but thou they are not here, i didnt give them up....

I mean i pester them still....

starting with Jing
9.32am (Phone)

Jing: "Cough", u ok a not today?
Me: Yeah...r u ok too? so u seeing doc now? Y suddenly so unwell?
"Disturb"(going orchard etc??? long queue??)
Jing: Yah, last nite start coughing badly...."cough cough"
Ermmm i call you back later
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CherylW

10.00am (gtalk)
Status: Busy...
Tagline: Working from Home

CherylW: Hey i am working from home today!
Me: Woahh everyone isnt here today....
CherylW: Yeah i .......(secret messages)
Me: Haha...really a tai tai life
CherylW: Later im going to........(censored, cos its another secret in case get her some AHEM from her "table" of sworn fellows =D)
Me: Okay enjoy your day
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Pipi (ermm pls don ask me regarding her weird nick)
11am(GTALK)
Status: Online

Me: Pipi....i finally found u online..everyone's dead
Pipi: Yeah I am sick.....newbie on MC too
Me: That makes 3 of you on MC
Pipi: Oh Jing also MC?
Me: Yes...are you 3 going for some shopping spree???
Pipi: I am really sick....i am going to sleep...seeya

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12.32pm (SMS)
-an sms to check if jing is done with her doc....(so poor thing..sick for almost 2 weeks)

Me: What did the doc say???
Jing: Doc give me cough syrup and plegm thing...i got things to tell you later..call ya later.....
Me: (Exaggerating as usual)
Jing: Nothing much la..tell ya later=D

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Since i know newbie is sick...

sms her in the morning..and her reply came quite late....think she is genuine sick....
Me: Newbie...where are you all? At the retreat?
Newbie: Sick..me and pipi sick
Me: Where the 2 of you going later? Hows the weather at Orchard???(Prank)
Newbie: ............
Me: Sorry, was just kidding...ermm what did the 3 of you had last nite?
Newbie: 3??? Only me and louise niah....nasi lemak..im gastric issue and pipi headache. Any link? (okay me confirm not all 3 playing traun)
Me: Ermm....maybe if later i see u girls at orchard, there would be some link...=)
.........conversation continued awhile..........
newbie: i am going to sleep...seeya tomo...

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Arrggg cant stand the quietness...sounding out....to Jing yet again....wats the thing she wanted to share???

5.20pm sms to Jing

Me: Remember to drink more water, eat fruits later at dinner and rest well!!!
Jing: Hee....Thanks....talk to ya later....

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WAHHHHHHHHHH........."later" again....=P


Ermmm...what is with this later???.....so later is?????? hello....i don have much later.....the sky is dark now at 8pm...so probably the later might be tomo?? if not..ermmm 2 weeks lateR???
=O (hee clarifying...no being mean..just disturbing..this girl pretty sensitive)

FINALLY!!! (nice sms melody from my hp) come on finalli the later is only this late...haha....

Speechless......Sms shows

4D wed 25.06.2008

1st prize: 5364
2nd prize: 9089
3rd: 6021
(pls tips me abit if u see familiar no. on top)


Giving up the wait....I guess i am fated to be lonely today.....giving almost 100% at work today and bound to my desk picking every calls to just keep me going...even sparing WKiang 20 mins since i cant be choosy at this time.....

I really wish to tell all my G comrades....please advance notice me also next time....maybe we can have a BBQ or Mahjong Title Competition....

Ermm not feigning sickness but i am probably feeling unwell..like cough....sore throat......on days like this.....=)

Family Sunday!

It was like 10 years ago since we went to Mirama hotel...i still remember the horrific experience eating the buffet dim sum in the chinese restaurant....it was deep carved in everyone's memory...

10 years later which is today, we still went back to the same place to continue the pursue of .....DIM SUM...

It was scary the way my uncle and aunties started ordering..and believe me..we are being black listed by the captains....

I quickly siam with my mum n sis giving the excuse we are going to catch my sis in her gown wearing session....

Here we are..im almost so deadbeat...

Mum and sis flipping thru the bridemaids gown

The make up session...testing testing....everyone especially my mum was worried...that the bad tempered sis will just flar up at the make up artist if she tries something extra ordinary....

Unsightfully stuff all over the whole boutique....and believe me..sun was so pack with so many brides to be trying on their gown...

We passed by Hortpark....it was a very nice park with nice structures

Next we went for a nice dinner at Teacher's corner..

I don't know the exact location but the food served here is really cheap and nice..especially the curry fish head.

And there is me...sitting alone at the teachers housing estate...waiting for..waiting...and waiting...haha

Stroll Along Esplanade

Its really a nice stroll in the night along Esplanade...As yesterday was the 1st rehearsal for NDP...I manage to catch glimpse of Fire works...

Yesterday was a fine day...where there are many "touch"...

It was such a long time b4 went out with my sister and mum...and it was very cozy, we shop ard...had a nice lunch and parted...My part 2 of the day was with a nice friend despite feeling unwell, joined me for a movie that i wanted to watch following a nice stroll along Esplanade...

I was selfish holding up her time as i believe she has some plans that day...haha

But sometimes its ok to be selfish rite? Just......DONT CARE!! and I pretend i didnt know....still continue holding up her time...to keep me companied....

Haha...sorry about selfish me...i just didnt want to be alone thats all..

Tomorrow is going to be another family day...and i am going to update more pics

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Taking things too hard?

Basically i think i am kinda terrible in handling things...

Being an extremely negative person all the times...and when im in a negative position..i tend to think everything being negative...

thats y sometimes it is really much better to be alone...left alone..so as not to affect the people around you. =)

I just caught "Don't mess with Zohan", well if you are not so mindful of the dirty languages and able to take the discrimination on polictics and religious issues as a joke...it is really funny. I was laughing non stop and for once forget the unhappiness.

Today going to be a homely day for me...and might as well since if im not so lazy, i might as well start packing my reservist items

Do u feel?

Sometimes do u feel life is getting harder?

Life is unfair?

A little demoralise???

And that is where all ur friends are pretty much in their own world? Becos once u react weird...ppl shifted away from u....and onli those few tat u claim to know u best tend to stick w u..bothering u non stop....haha.....at times..its not abt asking y...wat...but its the presence that u will be there that is really supportive and touching...

Its kind of weird, when u asked properly...ppl say no..when ppl ask u?? u cant say no....

There are just so many things u got to do so as not just to hurt others....but at times...it just doesnt matter to the person becos u dont weigh the same as how u weigh them....so what is right and what is wrong?

Anyway it doesnt matter.....

Oh ya...i got a sms from auditor today..and it was kind of surprising...sometimes a short sms out of the blue does really comfort you a little...i don know about others but to me..smsing someone shows that u r still a friend...a Gardening friend...oppss

Don understand? Search thru the phone book n see how many of these people you feel like smsing to?
Lala....well done...u r one of the friend i tok to the least...met the least but 3 yrs down the road..nvr fail to sms me nonsense in the morning...in the nite...haha...and thats why u r receiving nonsense sms from me for ur birthday!!! HUrray!!

This week is going to be a tough week for me...and i suppose it is to everyone else...

Bear it thru and we can only hope that luck is coming.....tomo is nvr going to be better and thats for sure....=)

The LOUD Speaker!!!

During lunch...we spoke about this year promotion...its seems like everyone is so interested in knowing so much about who is promoting...just to clarify no one knows yet...well to admit i am too...

What's so shy about getting to know if you are going to be promoted...

Just that i don like the way A* mentioned it(not disclosing who, Petty's warning not to have names here)...ermm "Wah...someone's chance le...someone's turn this yr etc..." Very LOUDLY.....inviting some sort of discussion n attention....Firstly i don find this funny...2ndly i don find it encouraging....U r only doing harm to people if u didnt know about it..Not Alvin alone but many others who are coming to me uninvitedly telling me these rubbish...

I mean consider the "ME" if i don get promoted, hearing this makes me feel like u are snubbing me..and pls don come to me and pretend consoling me like "what happen??? i tot is u lei etc..." basically its crap....

Ermm have u consider my supervisor's feeling too if they hear this? embarrassing my bosses who put me up for promotion but i didnt get it...wouldn somehow indirectly make them feel uneasy? Ashame?

Sometimes it very easy to just keep quiet on things that don involve u...so please do....be considerate!

Everything before it actualise, you must really start giving out some comments...that goes for exams etc....i mean how u feel when u havent get ur results and ppl keep boasting for u..with the least intention that he is proud of u...cos u arent my mum so why boast for me??
and when ur poor results are out..then i come to u and ask u y??? how come???

Not forgetting u started haunting me on my PB...aiya u mus be full one la..smile so happy...full la...at least mentioned 6 times....arent u tired??? and u r like just trying to get me say nooo la, lousy la..never la...n u start showing me the pity look....y?? i tot they like u etc...crap

And worse still i tot these things are normalli done by those 3 gu 6 po....sigh....

If there is something called the loud speaker award...then must be U le....congrats!!!

N

Now if i don get promoted....i m coming to u and blame it on ur BIG MOUTH!!!!! haha....let me not be ur entertainment scapegoat but u be my scapegoat!!! haha...

Searching for seedssss

Out of the 5 plants "eggy" thing....

it seems like Miss Fion and Jing's are not growing at all....For Fion, i don know what is really happening...but for Jing....AHEM

Dialogue recorded

Me: Ermm why no shoots at all...do u see the seeds swollen?

Jing: No...nothing lei...

Me: Impossible lei..mine already grow so tall le

Jing: Is it mine no QC???

After examination....

Me: Hey u got put the seeds into the soil in the 1st place a not???

Jing: Opppsssss ("Eyes BIG BIG" giggling non stop....)

How can someone be so blur??? Is all the Jessie sss going to be nick as "Sotong"??

Haha

A nice Saturday....

Haha...who do you look for when you start thinking about gifts and treats???

For me...my dear friend, Jessie Lee aka Sotong...haha...AHEM...a correction, its not me who is treating but finally receiving some nice treats after so long. And Yes...i didnt feel bad at all....haha...cos i waited sooo long.

And was rather surprise she wasnt late for the 1st time....

There she is...at the HSBC atm drawing lots of money for the surprising sumptuous treat.....with her striking green shirt which seems like she is going for some HARI RAYA celebration..



First time on my blog...my best friend!



Having a lunch at Pasta Cafe..



Erm sorry the pics seem so much like those printed on resume....tats becos we are just testing my camera hp...haha..

N i got my 1st graduating gift... after i kept asking n asking and hinting and purposely walk by the stall....pointing...hinting..pointing hinting....

Well, i was pointing something huge...like the one i saw at bugis but ermm...hee we cant be greedy rite...a small one is as nice..



It was mentioned that this little cat is capable to draw me some luck..which i rilly need these days...as for what kind of luck it actually brings....hmmm.....only i will know..haha

Oh and here we are all gear up for our dessert..ASABU ice cream...and her treat again!!!


Wow suddenly so generous that i was interrogating her if she strike 4D but keeping quiet...

Well it was a short meet up session, stella n ting if u r reading tis...pls don curse n swear on us....we did inform u but you cant make it..sooo...ermm.....haha...the next one on 28th rite....we see u then

Oh i didnt end my day after that..the weather was hot and i move on to my second activity of the day...MAHJONG!!!!

Look at the below tiles and you should know i had my revenge....
HURRAY....zhi mo 1 WAN...max!!!! And this is the 1st time i got these cards so i tot i better take a pics and kept it in my memories...



And if you think i won....haha...ermm i lost still $3...

Well but still some excitement and achievement rite!!!! Since my rivals are experts and pro like FG and Alvin!!!

Lai lai lai...jio me more mahjongs next time..i am going to just get better and better...

ermmm but provided you play earlier in the day than at night!!! haha

Updates on the egggsssss....

Its been a week since we introduce the seeds and plants....

some updates on the office "egg" plant...

Mine....the shoots are crawling slowly ...haha




Haze's eggs has the most growth


N there is shi yuan's slow and steady....not much growth






Just hope tomo when we reach office...we will see some improvement....

I'm so crazy over this drama

Have you caught it on Channel U?? If you have not..why not give it a chance?

I caught it while i was home alone showing on Channel U 7.30pm slot on weekends....

And ever since, i have been chasing like mad....think this is the next drama after Da Chang Jin that has caught my attention....





Searching high and low for this drama ever since and finally got my younger sis to borrow from her friend...

Haha, Thank god my school days are over!!!

Oh talking about graduation...everyone is asking me about my plans...Su Chen in her cubicle, Valerie, Alvin and even Yen San.....my colleagues...my next door colleagues....almost everyone...

Hmmm...if you ask me...i RILLY have no plans yet....i will just take things slowly and choose the next path that comes along...

Petty told me to not get so stress over these things..maybe like what everyone says..the time isnt right yet!

Anyway i still believe, if it's meant to happen, it will....and now....freaking over the Reservist thing, im going to get lock up in another 3 weeks time, By the way any of u know if i can still usse my normal sim card since im issued a 3G sim card? Can leave me an answer in the shout out box if u do know? Thanks

Well let me just enjoy myself during this period...And Hurray....I'm going to claim my 1st Graduation Gift(Not sure if it counts)....but i guess so from Sotong Lee this weekend!!! (Haha...don think she will check my blog)

Nice Pasta....Worth the price?

Anyone been to Waraku Pasta?

Cant imagine that how inflation land us on a dinning table paying a premium price for quality food with little quantity....sigh....price hike causes everything to become smaller and lesser...

Salmon mushroom pizza & Curry spaghetti

But got to admit its really very nice!!!

The Eggs!!!!

A busy day where all of us prepared as promised our eggs and see who will win the gardener award!!!

Except for Fion Phoon...all of us started breaking, digging, seedings and watering it...

Ermm before we has some pics of the eggs...lets go for some commercial breaks.....



"Smoking Panda...The coolest thing during 2008 Beijing Olympics!!!"



Back from commercial...


All geared...


Thats mine!!!




Shiyuan's



Haze's



Will show some pics 5 days later!!!

My New Handphone!!!

Was at Bugis today to choose my new handset...

Finally i got my new HP...guess which one???


Ermm if u are one of those hanging ard me for the past one month...u probably hear me mentioning the SE w960i that raymond, sharon, bin is carrying rite..but u shld also heard me complaining how much i have got to fork out to get this new phone..and while comparing to samsung, Soul. Despite the lousy feedback i got from Petty...i still considering due to the attractive price and 5 megapixels functions...

sigh....

and when i was queueing today at M1...i was still constantly checking the new handset and deciding....my budget only allows me to get Nokia 6500 slide and most probably Soul....luckily i brought a nice lady with me who is planning to change her plan as well....and in the end....pls guess what i actually gets....

guess guess guess....

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YEAH !!! im finally sticking back to my favourite SE!!!!!

Unexpectedly i chose the newly released SE G900

With memory of 1GB...and almost the same function as w960i, it is a better improved version...

5MP camera...with auto focus touch screen focus...and alot more for me to explore...

And yeap i got it for just $128...net!!!!

Y? Becos Jessie upgraded her contract to an upgraded plan and offer to give me the chance to get this hp at a lower price...

and in return i recontract my plan to get her N6500 Slide....basically we are just exchanging handphones...almost like a win win situation...

But..ermm i still feel i gained more than her this round..and hope the cup corn treats make up a bit for this gratitude of mine!!!

Meanwhile......im going to explore my phone!!!!

Interesting Gifts

Haha.....after dinner at bugis with my colleagues...we tumble upon this cute little thing in a shop...

It was shown in a TVB drama recently and seems like in HKG this is nothing new....but its still rare....

It is in an egg form, and i heard that inside this small package...it contains a packet of seedings as well as soil in the egg container...and its almost idiot proof...just water this small plant and give it some lightings and it will self developed by itself..





So we got ourselves one to see who can nurture it to grow the healthier and nicer....

to update in a weeks time =)


Oh by e way, there is a message for this plant if it is meant to be a gift....=)

Shrimps my hobbies

Haha...please don find this bored as i really cant refrain myself from taking some pics and sharing them here after squatting and sitting and squatting infront of my tank looking at my shrimps....i have already grown a love for these tiny creatures and breeding them into a few generations..

I got a pair of blue tiger shrimps from a forum..and i was quite lucky..it gave birth to many shrimplets where some carries the genes of tiger and blue which might still be considered rare....

The first generation mother



The 2nd generations growing fast..just hope it wont end up having inline breeding




well..found this nice little site that shows how the eggs are released from a mother shrimp...enjoyed! This is a very rare video that captures how the baby shrimp is released...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMzv-MzZEx4

oh not to mention its video by a local well known breeder

I've gotten my results

Hurray....although the results are pretty much predicted...but i felt very nervous still....and surprisingly, Econs didnt win me a High Distinction but a Credit....

Ermm and my only Distinction came from my International Finance!!! To think i did well only in my last semester!!! But still calls for a celebration!!!

Okay you guys who is still studying out there, jia you k!

What so nice about being nice?

I am really sick and tired about the approachable n friendly side of me, having a nice character doesnt make things nice...

it always started off nicely...where everyone still has some reserve about things...and when everyone gets too close and cozy..this lame and crappy thing from me which is suppose to be my way of spreading joy back fires...

Being nice is no longer a plus plus in my character but is being taken for granted....
Stop being lame and entertaining makes people feel bored about me, am i abnormal?...im almost treated like a clown....im really sad to say this but its kind of sad...

In General, ask yourself this....

When * need joy, * ask me along...becos im fun...and when * have ur own world or * out of the blue decide that your mood is going to change....you ask me to step aside...and thanks for the pre empt warning..it sucks...it makes me look like a clown if none of you notice your way of expressing goodwill, warning....and ask urself..does this happen to other friends? Do u msn all 20 onlines to tell them u r not in ur best mood and pls keep away? Then Why only me?

And when * decide to give me a ring out...was it becos im the only last person you can think of? What about when u cant make it for the date...* apologize..but when i cant make it...it becomes a big fuzz??? N y is it all the time happening to me? haiz...

My comments no longer has a stand of its own..and words came out from me became a bother to others aka "lor soh" ...waste of time...and my dignity and respect cannot be found again...is this really the trade off between choosing to be well received, sociable vs gaining respect? If so....i rather choose to be more reserved and gain that little respect...

I think its time for me to think think n change.....