So i finally believed that sometimes in life, decision should be made based on oneself..based on what is best for you.
Guess people make plans for themselves either...and i chose to stay with the team but yet, things changes...anyway since there is nothing that i can do, i guess that i will just follow thru and see how things goes.
I guess after so many years, nothing could bother me much...
Just dont care! You wont die...